Some thoughts...

Perfection vs Excellence
This 2 words seems to mean the same but actually not very much the same. Perfectionist aims to perfect their life in every area leaving nothing below than the best (assuming it's achieveable). Excellence on the other hand is aiming to be the best in all areas IN SPITE OF imperfection. After much thoughts, nothing can really be perfect no matter how hard I try. And it's due to Adam's sin. So why get so hard on myself when perfect score could not be attained. Excellence on the other hand could be achieved no matter how imperfect I may be. I am still man after all.

Serving with Excellence
And after knowing that, serving can be stretched to the next level. There can never be a perfect service but an excellent service can be attained. I can never please everyone but I can try my very best to serve everyone. No matter what the outcome may be, I know that I have done my best and that's enough.

Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit
Ever faithful is the Lord... No matter what I am going through, I know that He is with me, especially during valley times. But it got me wandering is He still with me during good times. Ha ha... Of course! I reflected myself on the past few years... Many things came to me. Good and bad... No matter how far I go astray, He leads me back. No matter how tough the going may be, He comforts me. Late in the night You call for me. Your word for me always came just in time. He will never leave me alone broken, never leave me alone. His presence is always so strong when I call out to Him. His words brings comfort to my soul. I just can't stop falling in love with You more...