in the evening i went to janet and jianhe's birthday celebration instead of training. by the way they left special foot prints in my life. janet is one of my dance instructor in J7 and also my fellow dance mate in dance ministry. the other one is jianhe. he is also giving us moral support throughout the whole of J7's creation. he has been there since the start. this is the first time i had been invited to their birthday celebration. since they had booked me way in advance and i had promised them, i had no reason to miss it.
when i arrived at janet's place, guess who i saw? kelvin. the person who started all the problems in my family. sian man. i only hinted to regina and kept it a secret throughout the whole celebration so as not to spoil the other's mood for this occasion. i was really not feeling very good but i just had to bear with it. after everything i chatted with regina than i knew that everyone in J7 is going through a tough time. not only me. by the way if you do not know that i am going through a tough time, you have really missed me out big time. seems like everyone of us are going through some trials since the starting of the year. some are struggling and some are on the verge of giving up.
just for your information for those who serve my site, i'm no longer in the nationals team. i do respect lenny's decision. train harder Magnum, i'll give you my full support. anyway by leaving the national team, it has also freed up much of my time. i can finally continue my dream and really practice more on my singing and dancing which i have greatly neglacted after joining the national team. don't be sad for me. instead be happy, we can all fulfil our own true desires, dreams.
In the bible it says that a man without vision perish. it's really true. i can't see myself being in this year's nation team. and true indeed, i perished. please learn from me and start visualising you, i mean you in the nation team, competing infront of many people. there's a lot of things you will have to consider. the bible says that for him who wants to build a house, wouldn't he first sit down and count the cost before building it. there's always a price to pay, a sacrifice for your dream to come to pass. but the reward in the end is always greater than the sacrifices you make. work hard guys and be more focused.
life is full of choices. every choice you make will lead you to the furture of your choice. make good choices so that you will not regret later. this phrase is for those who are choising their preference ranking. all the best!
"I dream........."