City Of Angels

Life is full of suprises!

Friday, June 30, 2006

Today's CG meeting was a great challenge. How can we leave for Taiwan??? Oh man, got alot to work on this 2 weeks before we leave.

Some pointers:
1. One of my member came after offering.
2. There are 2 new friends and they are totally not sensitive.
3. Games was a total mess without any control.
4. Testimony was like 15 - 20 minutes.

Today my CG leader hinted to me about being a CGL but she realise I'm enlisting. Ha ha...
Adult adolescence really kills. I see it's power moving around my CG but my God has the final say.
Oh God, I know what you want me to do! But it's just so not me.
But not my will but Yours be done! Amen!

6/30/2006 11:35:00 PM

tAiWaN hErE i CoMe...

Thursday, June 29, 2006

The day is approaching... Nearer and nearer it comes. Ha ha... Don't wanna think about it but so happen it's so widely known. Haiz... Hopefully it will pass by smoothly. God!!!

I'm counting down to Taiwan Emerge. Oh man, the routine is almost done up. Left with the final stunt. Once the stunt goes up we will be doing timing with the whole routine. That it will be almost done. We are left with one more week to train before some of them leave for Taipei. Oh my goodness. And when we reach Taipei, we have to rush there to practice on the actual ground as the pos will be the next day. Really stretch. Haiz...

Things to do:
1. Prepare myself for tomorrow's praise
2. Learn and memorise the new worship song for Children Church
3. Memorise my Chinese cheer lyrics
4. Memorise the timing and visualise the whole routine
5. Improve on my communication skills
6. Improve on my leadership skills
7. Improve on my singing
8. Learn how to play a guitar
9. Get my new mp4
10. Most importantly, LOVE GOD MORE!!!

Your rod and staff they comforts me.

6/29/2006 11:37:00 PM

iT's AlL iN tHe MiNd

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

The greatest enemy you can find is all in the mind. A lot of battles are raging. But it's a matter of choices. Whose side will you be... with God? This is going to be a long war... For we are not battling against flesh and blood but against the principalities.
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For my God is with me! Amen!

6/28/2006 01:40:00 AM

hEaLiNg!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Something strange is happening... Why is sickness spreading all around. And it really ranges a lot. Jehovah Rapha please heal them all.

6/27/2006 01:39:00 AM

nOtHiNg SeEmS tO gO rIgHt...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Many things may come in my way, but my ultimate source is God. The greater the battle, the greater the results.
God suddenly reminded me of the times when all of us in Children Church was praying and fasting like never before just to pray for Veroy and our Easter Big Day. It was seriously very tough. There were times the remaining 6 of J7 we prayed and we literally felt that the devil just walked right in. We kept on praying till we even felt God walking right in to tell us He is fighting with us. That was a moment I can never forget.
Not all man can suffer for Christ.. So count in all joy to partake in the suffering of Christ!! AMEN!! I believe in You, Lord!!

6/24/2006 11:25:00 PM

tHe DeViL's MiNd GaMe...

What a long day..
The devil has been plotting for this day since a long time. Things keep on happening. One after another. No in fact it just came even before anything could sink in. It was a total mind game.
I had my PT training again with my personal trainer. Seems like he was the one training more than me. Ha ha... But that's just him. Hooooo!! We had fun. After that some of us went to Holland V to celebrate Jin Cai's birthday. I think he like the present we gave him. *winks* Ha ha...
I know that this is just the start of a fierce battle. It's draining all of me BUT My God shall deliver me from the hands of the evil one. Whom shall I have in Heaven but YOU!! I LOVE YOU ABBA!!

6/24/2006 01:04:00 AM

you're my feet when I can't move on...

Friday, June 23, 2006

This is the day that the Lord has made. I will be glad and rejoice in it.

Today I went to school in the late morning to help Jessel with a shoot. Well, most of us were late so we just talk, talk, laugh, laugh... We cancelled our training as no one was here so we eat and fellowship some more. Ha ha... But accomplishment, we went to sports complex to do pull ups. Oh my goodness, so many people looking la... So pai say... Anyway manage to do 12 in totals for 3 sets. Last set was assisted by Paul and 2 more people. Ha ha... This shows how fat I am. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
After that we went to City Hall to send Jessel's "wife" to the clinic. Ha ha... And we went to skin to buy Joshua Liew's birthday present. We could not make up our mind to get him a belt or a shirt so we got him vouchers instead. Ha ha...
We headed down to Henry's place for the main course for today. The triple birthday celebration. First was Joshua Liew. Although he's the organiser, I think he did enjoy himself. Ha ha... The next 2 were Jincai and Henry's birthday. The sad thing was the delivery man opened up the cake to Henry and he knew it at once. Haiz... That person really spoiler...

The devil fought a fierce battle today but the Lord was with me. For LOVE covers a MULTITUDE of SIN. Although it hurts badly but the Lord shall be my comforter. Many things happened tonight... But the Lord will be with me. Lord I pray that my dear brother shall experience peace in his family. Fighting this battle alone is tough, but when there is someone with you, you'll feel more secure. THANKS BROTHER for being there!! No words can express my gratitude. No matter what may come our way, the victory belongs to God.

The season has come for us to fight. Army of God, DRAW YOUR SWORDS, let your SWORD DO DOUBLE DAMAGE!!

6/23/2006 01:20:00 AM

relax man

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Today is a resting day. Slept till I woke up naturally, shiok man. Had PT training in the late afternoon. Finally can do pull up again. Can get gold for my sit ups. But think I can do better la... Today I helped out in Taiwan Emerge POS. Another time of extreme cheerleader makeover. Ha ha... The 2 person who understand will know what I'm saying. May God bless me!! Hoooooo!!
As time goes by, people's heart grows cold.. Cruel but true... God please save this broken world....

6/22/2006 12:39:00 AM

pray, pray, pray

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

It's time once again for spiritual warfare. If you are for us, join us. If you are against us, than don't stand in the way. For the hour is at hand, we gonna open the gate of heaven. Pray, pray and pray!!!
Do not seize in doing good for in due season, you will reap what you sow.

6/21/2006 12:58:00 AM

you are my superhero

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

There is just too many things running through my head.. Confusion, distraction, condemnation, discouragement, temptation, i do not know. When I set my mind focused on my course, there will always be obstacles in front of me. But God is always good.
Today we had our pm in school. God was good. I had vision in the midst of the pm. I saw a vision of the gate of heaven opening over NP. That was simply amazing. How God can use an ordinary me in such a great way. The start of something great always comes with great labouring, hard work and tears. God, pull me through this period of time.
You are my source.. I'll lift up my eyes and look to you..

6/20/2006 12:56:00 AM

i CaN fEeL iT...

Monday, June 19, 2006

I'm starting to feel the setbacks in life. Today was another wonderful day God created. Served in Choir in the morning. All I can say is that the service was AWESOME!! God spoke to me and gave me vision for NP. Although I may be out of NP but my heart is still with you people!! You guys simply rock my day.
Went for my 1st PT training with Jessel. It was really tiresome. Both my smallest toes have blisters that burst. I'm still in the midst of enduring the pain. Ahhh... It's killing me. Please pray that God will heal me fast k..
God shows me the path but distractions flew inbetween. Many times I feel weak but God will lift me up. With God, nothing is impossible!!

6/19/2006 03:07:00 AM

fElLoWsHiP...

Sunday, June 18, 2006

My schedule for today was super pack. In the morning went to school for soccer match with NYP. It was a fun time for all those who were there. I was helping Chew Yee with her dance steps for Porject O audition tomorrow. Mohawk was also there. Had fun fellowshiping with one another. After the soccer match, we went to the hawker centre behind school to eat. Learn alot of new "language".. Ha ha... Seems like I can easily get into the same current. After that we took a cab down to my cg destination. Eunos.
Cg today was awesome! It's on the topic fellowship. Ha ha... Don't wanna say too much here.. Too many people around.
CCH was also great. Although the sound was bad, the presence of God was still very strong. Lynn is also getting married next week. Wooo!!! Really very happy for her. I was invited to her wedding matrimony and reception after that.
Next up, Taiwan Emerge briefing. They are bringing a cheer team over to Taiwan and Pst Zhuang asked me to be there. We will be doing the NTU's routine with the help of many people. Hopefully everything goes well. Practice starts next week.
Than the fun part arrives. Fellowship!! With some of the POS people again...

When you are in the light, darkness cannot prevail.. I hope to be among the light.. God, show me the light..

6/18/2006 02:07:00 AM

nEvErEnDiNg

Saturday, June 17, 2006

There are some things which are neverending. I'm on a mission, that is to defeat the devil. Many times people give in to temptation but i hope that there can be no temptation. But its impossible. I love to see how God change lives but the process can be tiresome and neverending. Jesus came to die for the sins of mankind so that man can get back to God. When man get back to God, they will receive their destiny. So that they can leave with a legacy behind. Life can than be adventerous. However, to walk in it is never easy. It is a choice, yet more than a choice. A commitment, yet more than a commitment. A love, yet more than a love. An action, yet more than an action.

God!!! Let all I think and say please You Lord...

6/17/2006 12:13:00 AM

pray, pray, pray

Friday, June 16, 2006

My wisdom tooth is coming out. Ahhhh... It's so painful. Please pray that God will heal me soon. This is so torturous to a singer for not being able to open his mouth. Eeee... Makes me feel so agitated. Haiz..
Anyway today we had our pm at the usual place. It was great. We moved up a level but God has not moved in the arena I expected yet. So I'll wait... God spoke to me about some things these few days. I hope I can stay longer in NP but I can't. Haiz...
So many thing happened so instantly, I can't imagine myself grown so much. Getting plugged into God almost all the time. Have been learning to move in the area of my discernment even greater. Seeing God useing me to touch so many people is simply amazing.

I am anticipating..

6/16/2006 01:00:00 AM

Life is full of suprises!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Today was simply amazing. To think of how God can use me was so sweet. I'm at the stage of discovering my fullest potential. Simply love it to see many people changed. His words are simply surprising every moment. Staying in the spirit is fun! Ha ha... There's so much more I need to learn.

You have given me a heavy heart full of your secrets. I'll be contented the way I am. Thank you for using me. I love to be in your presence.

6/15/2006 03:01:00 AM

GoD iS sO rEaL!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Today I just decided to fast from 6 - 6 for the next 3 days and a veggie fast after that. Didn't know why but I had an urge to do it. Guess where did I pray??? In the mrt. Ha ha... God came so real in the train. I wanted to cry but I kept controlling. So many people watching me la. But it was a great encounter. I had many visions and God spoke many things to me. This is really a period of transition.

Next thing is magnum! I can't believe what is happening. It is really getting too overboard. What is happening. My dream group, all time favourite. This can't be happening. All I can do now is to pray that all will be well soon. No matter what, MAGNUM I LOVE U!!! YOU ROXSS!!

6/14/2006 01:22:00 AM

iT's So FuN!!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Yesterday was the appreciation. It was super fun la. Alot of awards were being given out. Think Janice got the greatest shock. We gave her cash as she is really in need of money. All thanks to Jessel! Awesome! Yeah! Janice prepared a video just for me for an award. Ha ha... Was very touch by the words in it. "He says he is not God's plan A or B, he is just a plan C... ... To us you are the best plan C!" So touching right. These words made me tear a little. It was like the time when God wanted to use me and he told me this. It was like a flash back. Ha ha... This year is really the best year yet. Something is really happening. I can feel it in the atmosphere. Come on guys, you can do it.

Special Note:
Thanks Siti and Syaza for coming down to support our event. Really appreciate it. You roxs!!!

ICs, thanks very much for making this event a success!

Everyone else, thank you for making time down. Hope you enjoyed yourself.

6/13/2006 01:17:00 PM

GoD iS gOoD

Sunday, June 11, 2006

I'm feeling very tired today. It's been a long while since i never slept enough. It's a miracle. Ha ha... Anyway today's service was weird. I think the people are trying to adapt to hall 1. However, the message was great and I received a few visions. It was awesome! By the way tomorrow is POS Appreciation. I am so looking forward to it.
I am currently feeling a little warm but i pray that it's not fever. Ah... God bless me!!! I was being rescued. I was stuck in the toilet a moment ago. The lock got some error and I could not unlock the door. But good thing my cousin saw the stuck lock and unlock it. Oh man... I was so scared just now.
Anyway many strange things happen every time I decide to serve God.

6/11/2006 09:15:00 PM

Pictures of POS 2006

Friday, June 9, 2006

L Stretch (Our ending stunt for the 1st routine)

All guys nite

Final night group photo

Swedish Fall (We'll come back again)

Post POS group photo (You guys roxs)

6/09/2006 01:38:00 AM

hOlIdAyS

Thursday, June 8, 2006

Wow, wow, wow!!! I'm currently having a long holiday. This saturday I'm having Magnum Force Annual D&D 2006. Oh my goodness, I'm so looking forward to it. It'll be at a pub at CHIJMES. Anyway I'm also looking forward for Taiwan Emerge in July. CAN GO TAIWAN!!!! YEAH!!! Will be extending my trip after that and will be staying at my auntie's house in XIN PU. The tought of it makes me so excited.
Next monday we'll be having our POS Appreciation Night. It'll be so FUN!!! Oh my goodness, so many events are coming up. I just can't wait any longer. So stay tune for the photos yeah..

6/08/2006 01:22:00 PM

Emerge 2006

Tuesday, June 6, 2006

this years emerge conference has been the best yet. God has been super close to me. it was amazing. no words can fully describe that feeling. 'shivers' at the thought of it. anyway this year's pos was on thu night, at the first session. strangely, i do not feel as nervous as the previous years. all i can say is that i feel so much like a normal practice than a performance. this year's pos people are simple the best yet. they have been through all my scoldings and intensive trainings. and there are still many that stayed on. God has really placed people with great attitude in the team this year.
on the last day of emerge conference, there is a super yearning for more of emerge conference where people get bonded together in the spirit, life gets changed, and God moving so mightly. all i can say is NP POS you are AWSOME!!! YEAH!!! and i will miss all of you greatly when i get into the army.
i can sense that God has so much for them to do. it is just a matter of whether they are found faithful and willing to be the one who do it. God has been very good to me. i know that what i ask for will definately come to pass and i am still making sure it will.
i know that i am not His plan A or B. but i am blessed that His plan C or D for me has come to pass. i have one more final thing to complete before i can leave them in peace.
np pos people, let me tell you some things. it has always been a priviledge to serve you guys as a choreographer. it was never easy getting 38 people together to put up a show. it was an "extreme cheerleader makeover" to me when most of you are also 1st year involve in pos.. i can say that the process is never easy for everyone but we all persevered on all end off well. no matter what people may comment on you, i can say that you have been very patient with me. you have been flexible, willing, steadfast and teachable all this while. you are a "dream team" whom many people wish for. i can stand here and say that all of you have overcame yourself somehow or another during this process. never despice small beginnings, for in the future, you'll be giant slayers.
let's continue to grow together and be all out for Him. the time has come and the hour is NOW!

6/06/2006 03:40:00 AM