haven't been sleeping enough for more than one week. really dislike all the projects. when you do more, the members like you. when you do less, they will start to show black face. finally knew what SELFISH means. anyway have been very disappointed with my project groups again. no mood for anything. feel like i'm just a clown always here to entertain them. considering whether to transfer to another course or school. and all i can say is YOU ARE SO SELFISH. anyway i have experienced this too many times. it's too common for me now. so just let me grumble and i'll be fine after that. many things happened and i think i've grown up a little more. it's always after a problem, you grow up. have been going through many things. i decided to keep everything inside me. don't want anyone to worry. one last words, GO MAGNUM! YOU CAN WIN AGAIN THIS YEAR, 2005! YOU ARE CHAMPIONS!!!!