City Of Angels

this feeling is so good

Sunday, October 31, 2004

ha ha. this trip to taiwan is so good. everywhere is fun. i went to learn dancing form my old dance studio. this is the first place i started to learn dance. the feeling is so good. and oh my, the food is fantastic, awesome, yummy. just undescribeable. it's tasty beyond words. and i went to many place to shop. the stuff here has a wide range but the clothes are nice. really amazing. i had alot of fun here. anyway heard that alot of you people are sick.. take care yeah. and all the best for your performance on the 13th and have fun!

10/31/2004 11:30:00 PM

last message

Thursday, October 28, 2004

ha ha. here on the last day. anyway people take care of yourself. i'm leaving today. i promise i'll try my best to update my blog. so see ya!

10/28/2004 10:38:00 AM

the Lord's day

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

this is the last day i'll be in singapore. ha ha. and the only thing in my schedule is to go to church. anyway it was fun. met some children church friends than started chatting and plotting my shopping list. after that i went for bs. it's the final lesson. so exciting. after bs i went for choir practice. get to see all my choir mates. it sure was fun. than continue to plot my long shopping list. then i went back home with some of my khaki's and we had a nice time chatting.

10/27/2004 10:34:00 AM

training resume

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

finally training resumed. it has been something i am looking forward to. but when i arrived, i don't know why but it seems like everyone has their clicks and i'm left out. so no choice la. today happen to let you all see my introvert side. ha ha. did you get a shock? anyway something hit me in the midst of training. suddenly the feeling is gone. i don't have that "wow, magnum, so fun, so exciting" feeling anymore. is it because i'm a senior or i've lost interest in cheerleading. anyway i'll sontinue to see about that. in the mean time the training was fun today but a little sian. keep doing the same thing over and over again. somemore my hand also very pain.

10/26/2004 10:27:00 AM

ha ha, it was fun after fun

Monday, October 25, 2004

today we woke up at around 11am plus than we headed down to j8 at about 12pm plus. we bought all the necessary things needed for the bbq and audrey's birthday cake. next we went to eat at a hawker centre than went to catch the shuttle bus back to the condo. we once again chatted, played and helped out making the food. then slowly the rest came. i went to play tennis with lingual, audrey and regina. then lingual went to swim with veroy and mag halfway. next we went to join them for the bbq at about 6pm plus. then we had a fun time chatting and eating together. the next highlight was audrey's birthday celebration. it sure was fun and she was caught on surprise. she also liked the gift. then after the bbq, we went back to lingual's house to continue playing games. ha ha the fun seems neverending. till about 12pm plus, we head home to rest.

10/25/2004 03:30:00 PM

the beginning of fun

Sunday, October 24, 2004

i went to church today and sang for service 4 and 5. after that i went to jp, the pizza place to eat with my cell members. after eating i went to deli france for bs. after bs i went to gek poh cc for dance classes. after the dance class i went back to church for dance ministry and finished off learning people just like us. after that i waited at cafe for veroy and we headed down to lingual's house together and stayed for the night there with mag. we had a fun time chatting and watching vcd. but i was the first to slept.

10/24/2004 03:22:00 PM

it's a long day

Saturday, October 23, 2004

i woke up at 6am today and rushed off to school to studay FMGT. met keeny, dion and jesslyn at canteen one too. anyway i think the paper was ok but i hope i'll pass. after the paper i went to church for ccbv. actually was supossed to sing for sides but when i got there i sang for mains. i'm also acting for object lesson 1 aqs a bully. it was something new to me. anyway today's service was great. only i could not find my mick and was late. after serving i went down to orchard to meet kai boon and xian hui. it has been a long time since we last met. anyway we enjoyed ourselves eating, shopping, watching movie and catching up.we did have a fun time. after watching the yesterday love story i think this is the movie name, then we went home.

10/23/2004 02:51:00 PM

ah, caught the flu virus

Friday, October 22, 2004

i spent the whole day at home stucked on my FMGT notes. ah, i'm going crazy so many format to memorise. anyway in the evening i went to bedok to have my bs then went for cell meeting after that. as usual i led praise. there was ministry at the end and i led worship. it's so exciting. anyway after that i went home. the most unthinkable thing happened. i merely just opened the window and i caught a flu. haiz.

10/22/2004 02:41:00 PM

BLAW... ah one more to go!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

i went to school very early today to memorise my facts. this is sure difficult. i can understand the facts but i can't memorise it. this is really bad. the worst thing is that my mp3 halfway no batt and canteen one is like a market place. very noisey. the paper was ok can write but the terms i cannot remember. some of the sub things i also cannot remember. haiz. after the paper i went back home.

10/21/2004 01:22:00 AM

CMA is hell!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

today's CMA paper is very terrible. i only know how to do one question. this is terrible. a lot of my friends also cannot do the paper. hope i can pass. after that i went for bs in church then choir practice. it was fun. sis anabelle divided the choir into our groups and we are to write songs. my group is going to write a worship song on the presence of God. after practice, i practiced some dance with eugene than i head home.

10/20/2004 01:41:00 PM

IEF!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

today i'm really very sway! anyway ief paper was as usual, yucks! anyway don't wanna talk about it. at night something happened. my mother started to nag and as usual i got fed up and scold her. then she started to become unreasonable. anyway i slept in the room alone today. everyone slept in the other room in air-con. sian. anyway felt very down.

10/19/2004 01:38:00 PM

ha ha, no school

Monday, October 18, 2004

today i just stayed at home... thst's all.

10/18/2004 01:37:00 PM

it's an honour to be able to serve God

Sunday, October 17, 2004

today i sang for all 3 services. in between i practiced praise with yu ching. it was great. after that i went to gek poh cc for dance class with chris. i managed to learn both the street jazz and hip hop dance steps. after that we went back to church for dance ministry practice. we practiced the dance items for the coming big day at singapore indoor stadium(sis). i will be involved in 2 of the dance if i can come back earlier from taiwan. anyway my leg is aching think it's due to over using it. anyway it was so fun to be able to dance with my fellow dance mates. today i also received our dance ministry t-shirt. if i have the chance i will wear it to let you guys see.

10/17/2004 01:24:00 PM

children church rocks!

Saturday, October 16, 2004

went to school early in the morning for my first paper, HRM. it was ok. i was able to write a lot. but hopefully it's on topic. after that i took a cab down to church for ccbv. it was great. today was overall good but the guys have to watch out on pitching. so i have to take extra care. after that i went home.

10/16/2004 01:31:00 PM

feeling very sian

Friday, October 15, 2004

haiz, tomorrow is my first paper and i'm not in the mood to study. this sure feels terrible forcing myself to study. anyway hopefully i can finish studying as i'm really not in the mood too. i think you should know this feeling too. anyway in the evening i'm having choir practice still wondering if i should go. so we shall see later.

10/15/2004 02:57:00 PM

it's good to be happy

Thursday, October 14, 2004

this study week seems to be my holiday. literally just rotting at home. don't feel like doing anything. anyway in the evening i went for cell meeting. the message is great. i led praise today. it was exciting and challenging. anyway after cell meeing i went to a nearby hawker centre with some of my cell members to eat and chat. it sure was fun. then we head home together.

10/14/2004 02:51:00 PM

fun day

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

another day with refreshing sleep. anyway today's schedule was simple. in the evening i went for bs in church then choir practice. today my brother went for choir audition. don't know how is it. anyway today we learn a new song. it was very nice. i liked it a lot. after practice, me, audrey and regina gave bro jason the cards for him. then next i went back home. that was how the day ended.

10/13/2004 03:08:00 PM

relax day

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

finally my day to rest. anyway pratically just slack at home and teach my brother the songs he need to learn.

10/12/2004 07:33:00 PM

not again!

Monday, October 11, 2004

ha ha. i got another day to sleep till i'm refreshed. but the next thing was bad. my bro should be home by 11.30am but it was like 12pm and he's not back. and the thing that came to my mind was those devils out to look for him. so i called him. and true enough, all those devils are with him. this time it was amanda, jason and kelvin. i knew he was up to no good when he came yesterday. anyway he came back at around 2pm. i was feeling very sian by then. hopefully those devils will burn eternally in hell soon. really making our lives so miserable. devils just keeps haunting you. anyway after that i practiced songs with my bro as he's having choir audition on wednesday.

10/11/2004 07:25:00 PM

sunday rocks!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

i sing for my own service and service 5 today. it just feels so great being able to serve God. after that i went to cafe to meet my members. but one thing terrible is that kelvin came to my cell group today with a person. of course i was annoyed but i surpressed my feelings. think his friend wants to be in our cell. i just feel that they are up to something no good. i'm still on guard on him. anyway i just ignored them. after that i practiced praise with yu ching, my cell group guitarist. we practiced for about 2 hours. sure was long. after that i went to gek poh cc for dance class. today bro kenny took both classes. it was fun and interesting. after dance class i went to jurong east to meet some of the J7s and adrian than went to jurong country club for a children church thanksgiving dinner. it was so fun. we were all having lots of fun. laughter seems never stopping. after that we wanted to catch a movie but the cinema is close. so we went home. managed to get a chat with ally, our vocal teacher. the conversation was motivational and inspirational. wow!

10/10/2004 06:11:00 PM

it's so fun!

Saturday, October 9, 2004

i woke up early this morning for CCBV. today J7 was there except mag. but she was so nice to drop by to say hi. today adrian led praise and june led worship. it was so fun. but the only thing is that my tenor part was a little sharp. and my voice is very loud in the monitor. other than that it was good. after that i went back home for a rest than headed down to padang for euphoria '04. the starting was boring but it always get better. machi's dance was superb. michael learns to rock is so good. all-4-one is so good at harmonising. there are also other more who are just as well. later i took a cab home with my mother.

10/09/2004 06:05:00 PM

finally a nice day

Friday, October 8, 2004

it has been such a long week. anyway i managed to catch up on my sleep again. and the only program for today is choir practice. it sure was fun and exciting. learn 2 new songs today. it sounds great. after that i had dinner with james and his friends.after that i went home.

10/08/2004 06:00:00 PM

it's really hard to be a good guy

Thursday, October 7, 2004

today there's no school but something bad happened. my brother played runescape and jason has hacker friends. i think he is one too. he hacked a lot of my brothers account. not only that his friends smsed my brother using starhub number. call my house using private number. it really makes my blood boil. firstly they came to my house staircase which is just outside my house. and i did not approve that. and how did amanda know where we stay? by following peter home secretly. this is also the 3rd time i caught her. i also know jason has connection with the police so going to the police is also abit like useless. they are also testing my patient. forgot to let you know both of them are gangsters. think might be head (jurong and geylang area).

next i'm went to cell meeting. strangely, amanda smsed peter in a "godly" manner. the words she said are so holy. it seems like i have back-slided. anyway it's strange yeah. i still think she's up to no good. have to beware. the cell meeting was great. after that we went to eat than headed home.

10/07/2004 04:51:00 PM

get out of my life

Wednesday, October 6, 2004

today i went to school for BLAW tutorial. it was quite boring and the air-con is sick. keep oning and offing. after that i went home. this is where the worst thing happened. when i was on my way home, God gave me a word

"Though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil."

i saw a guy sitting outside my house with a hamster cage. so immediately i knew he was sent by amanda aka manda. think this isn't her real name. when i came home, i had an urge to check my phone. i answered the call and it was my younger brother. i immediately called back. he then told me that he was on the top level and amanda and her boyfriend, jason. than i knew the guy i saw outside was jason. half way talking i heard amanda's voice. so i knew she found him. i quickly got out of the house than went up. when i saw her, my anger rose. i was really in a rage. i went up and saw my brother sitting there with amanda and jason like wanting to say something to him. i immediately demanded him to go back home with me. when i was at home and my brother bathing, jason called. i was like what the hell. i shouted why are you calling here. then he asked me to tell peter to bring the hamsters (given by amanda) up to the top level. peter wanted to go alone so i gave him 10mins. after 10 minutes i'll call the police. and during the 10minutes i feel weird. my spirit is very provoked. although i'm scared but my innerman is ready for a battle. i was praying in tongues all the way. and whenever i went to the kitchen window, i can hear amanda screaming. and when 10 mins is up i went up praying in tongues. i saw them both seated and my brother was like being screamed at by amanda. i was so angry that i wanted to slap her. but anyway control. i just said is that enough. i have given you 10mins. my patience has a limit. than i asked peter to go home with me. then she was screaming and shouting something. and i was not in the mood to speak to her. all i did was that i spoke in tongues louder and louder. it sure was God's protection.

after that i got to know that amanda wanted to give my younger brother 2 new hamsters but my brother rejected it. than she threw one of it down from 12 story. i was thinking she is so cold-blooded and heartless not human but creature. she also kept blaming my brother for everything so my brother did not want to talk to her. the whole place was also in a mess by all the hamster stuff.

ok that's enough. everytime i think of it my blood boils. always during exam period she will mess things up. she is really a devil. after that i went to church later in the evening for bible study(bs). it was great. than i went for choir practice. it was sure fun to be with some of my fellow j7 mates.

PS: if something happens to me please made this known to the police and public. but i hope nothing will happen to me.

10/06/2004 04:21:00 PM

lots of bad surprises

Tuesday, October 5, 2004

today i went to school on time for hrm tutorial. suddenly got a shock when wen yee told me there's IMAGE exam today. i totally forgot about it. so i called yixin to study with her. think it's much better than studying with my own class. anyway the class ended early at 2pm plus so i ate at canteen and waited. it was than i realised that our IEF marks is down graded by 7 marks. i also scored the lowest in class for IEF. think i might fail IEF cause i need 40 over marks to pass. and from the history, at most, students can score up to 60 plus. wish me luck. than yixin class ended around 3.15pm. after that we studied a while together cause i did not have the book. she asked me to photocopy some of it but i'm reluctant to waste such money. so later she asked me to study with my classmates so since she already asked so i just left. the good thing was that i met safiq and grace on my way to the library. so we sent grace off first than headed to the library to study. and it was at the library that we both found a booklet each to study. next was the test. i think it was quite an easy test, like common sense. but i did not know if it's correct as it's too common sense. then i headed home.

10/05/2004 01:43:00 AM

sabbath

Monday, October 4, 2004

finally i could take a day of rest. really took time to rest my voice and body. anyway it has been a great time freshening up.

10/04/2004 01:39:00 AM

finally it's all over

Sunday, October 3, 2004

i managed to get to church ontime for my service. i sang for all 3 services. it was great. after that i went to gek poh cc with chris and helped out at the dance class. but it was not actually as i also participated for both classes and it was great anf fun. after class i went home with all my dance kakis and we had a fun chat.

10/03/2004 09:14:00 PM

God is good

Saturday, October 2, 2004

today we went to church at 9am than did make up and after that a final rehearsal. it was good. the crowd was the best. the whole audi also full and it's a kick off. the respond was awesome. they clap, dance and sing along. although there was some mistake, the presence of God is in this place. overall it's the best service. after service i went back home for a rest than headed back to church to meet sis annabel as she wanted to meet the old choir members. after that i went back home. i thought to myself. i really grew a lot during this period of time. it's just do awesome hoe God can use ordinary people to do extra-ordinary things.

10/02/2004 09:07:00 PM

another wonderful day

Friday, October 1, 2004

today i went to church early and arrived half an hour early. today everyone was ontime. it was sure a lesson to learn. after everyone arrived, we did our rehearsal than it was the actual service. it went well and the respond was quite good. then we went down to the main audi to do make up and than another rehearsal till the next service started. this time the main audi was totally packed and children were even sitting on the floor. it was sure great. this time we received much cheer and respond from the crowd. maybe it's because these kids are a little older and know better in expressing themselves. this service was the best till now. it's really getting better each time. after this we went to jp to eat and fellowshipped than we headed home.

10/01/2004 09:00:00 PM