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GoD iS gOoD
Saturday, July 29, 2006
I missed my PT training due to the rain. Haiz... Went to school and when I arrive, it started raining. What a bad start... Anyway I bought a 250GB Hard Drive. Ha ha... So exciting, finally my lappy is not that laggy anymore. It has been lagging on me for around 1 week. Finally everythings back to normal.

Took games and praise for CG today. Thought it was a great opportunity for me. Anyway everything went well. Especially during ministry time. My CGL gave me a word. Was very touched by it. I felt I went back to Emerge Conference. Ha ha... Cause the presence of God was so strong. Anyway we sang the Indonesian Song by Sydney in Chinese today. It was a daring move but a great one. God really ministered to me.

Lord, I'll press on to Your call. Show me Your way and I will follow You...
7/29/2006 02:12:00 AM

Happy Birthday MUM!!!
Friday, July 28, 2006
Happy Birthday ma ma!!!

Guess what??? I missed my mum's birthday celebration. They celebrated without me. Guess what my mother said was true. We were having this "conversation" one day.

Mum:
Should I buy a birthday cake?

Me:
Anything. It's up to you whether you want a cake or not?

Mum:
It doesn't make any difference with you coming back so late everyday. The last time we waited for you till we all fell asleep.

Me:
Ok.

Seems like the gap is going to get bigger. 1 more month to "prisoner" life. It means lesser time around. Will everything draw further? Haiz...

Mum, I LOVE YOU!!!
7/28/2006 01:23:00 AM

bored
Thursday, July 27, 2006
I think I'm too bored. Ha ha... Maybe that's why I came accross this as well.


***You Are Sunrise***


You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.


What Time Of Day Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whattimeofdayareyouquiz/


Hmmm... No comments...
7/27/2006 02:51:00 AM

Temperature test
I happen to browse around the 2nd time and came accross another test. So this goes...


***You Have a Choleric Temperament***


You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.


What Temperment Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whattempermentareyouquiz/

Strange results. Some quite accurate some quite off track. So you tell me k...
7/27/2006 02:47:00 AM

Personality test
Happen to see this when I was browsing around and found a personality test. I took up the challenge and found this results.


***You Are An ISFP***


The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.


What's Your Personality Type?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/

Do you find it true? Do comment on my tag...
7/27/2006 02:28:00 AM

Sunshine after the rain
Ha ha... Guess what... It's sunshine after the rain.

Maybe I shouldn't take things too hard on myself. Learn to let go sometimes and it'll be better. Ha ha...

Today I did my self PT training again. Woohooo!!! My 2.4 was 12.21. Great achievement indeed. Than did pull ups. 4 and 3. Haiz... Alittle discouraging but anyway it was a good try. Tell you something. When I was running the 4th round, I almost stopped somewhere. It was like I almost could not catch my breadth and my whole body felt weak. But I pressed on. I told myself you are half way there. And when it was the 5th and last round, I kept telling myself, you have gone so far, press on. The final lap is much more tougher than the beginning. So press on, don't give up. And ha ha... I broke my past records. Although it's not alot but still a just pass. Nevertheless it was an accomplishment to me.

Finish our recording today. Thought it was fun!!! Ha ha... Anyway the dance has to be modified so... It's me again... Ha ha... Have to come out with something quick. There not much time left. Left with about 9 practices before the performance. We will also be getting the finalised track this sunday. I will not be singing any main lead for the children church album recording. So maybe just doing backup. Ha ha... But it's for the overall to be well.

Looking forward to this weekend's message. Maybe I'll be delievered. Ha ha... Must look nice though...
7/27/2006 01:45:00 AM

accomplishment
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Ha ha... Guess what I did today... My own PT training. Ha ha... Did my 2.4km run but I came in around 12.30mins. Still very slow ah. Moreover I need at least a Silver. After that I did pull ups. 2 sets. 4 and a half and 3. It's quite good to me considering that I have stopped exercising since Taiwan Emerge. Overall it was a good start. Ha ha...

Seems like my creativity is running out. Only manage to finish the choreo of the 1st half of the 1st verse. Oh man... This has to finish fast. Alot more hard work has to be put in in order for this item to be a good one.

I will hide under Your wing... Strengthen me Lord.
7/26/2006 01:30:00 AM

Building up a strong character
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Today we had our pm as usual in the same place. Overall it was good. I led God will save during closing. Think it was good. A time for God to minister. He did minister to me as well. Indeed my God will save me from whatever situation I am in.

God is indeed good. Forgetfulness is what I need. And indeed it was what I got. Ha ha... Forgetfulness is the best cure to all my problems. Strangely I can't seem to remember some of the bad feelings, even what had happened. But this is not enough. Cause more are coming. One after the other. No time for me to breathe.

More things are coming up. Army is also drawing nearer. Have to start practicing soon. I also need to build up stamina just in case I might be needed for recording. Not much time left for me to retake my IPPT. Haiz... Army also means lose of freedom. This also means many things that I can do will be a miss during my army days.

My recording for J7 upcoming performance is this Wednesday. I have to finish the whole choreography soon. Although it is 3/4 done. I still have 2 verses to go. My demo for Sweet Jesus is also out. Think it was quite bad. Haiz... Although many have heard it and say it was not bad but I think it was more like an encouragement or basic courtesy. To me it's still far from excellence.

The world will still continue moving even without you. All you can do is just make everyday count. Always look on the brighter side of life. That might be able to make you happier instead. Why worry for tomorrow when you have today to worry about. Sing, O barren...
7/25/2006 01:54:00 AM

longsuffering
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Longsuffering.

Things happens so fast. Just a blink of an eye, more storms are approaching. Weird things have been happening. What's worse? My deja-voo of a porblem came to pass. And it really did happen. Amazing yet unbelieveable. How can my mother be so easily cheated. Moreover when she is trying to help someone else's son. I know that she knows it's a mistake but out of support she still wants to step into it. This is motherly love. Sacrificing herself for others, moreover not her own son. How should I react? Lord, teach me...

I will keep my past victories close to my heart. Never forget what we have gone through. A new level is approaching. All of us knew it. But am I prepared for it? Many times I ask myself... Why would God ever choose you. There are so many others much better than you. Can I ever do it, can I ever make it that far, will my drems really come to pass? Lord, help me...

My faith is leaking, my hope is failing. Too many things are happening back home. God, protect my back door. I can't be serving you totally and my back door is being attacked. I wonder how long more can I withstand the enemies. But no matter what, I will continue to press on to the upward call of God. Lord, empower me to do your will. Light up my short and narrow path. Anoint me to do your will. Save me from the enemies. I don't have much time left. Everything is so tight. Renew my mind, Lord. Restore my soul. Guard my thoughts. Stay with me, do not leave me alone in the valley. I need You Lord...

New discouragements, new wounds, new hurts are formed. All I can do is to offer them up to You. Will time ever heal? But I do not have much time. Can I pull through?

When will the sufferings end. It's no longer a battle between flesh and blood, but the principalities. I need You Lord more than ever before.

Psalms 73
7/23/2006 01:13:00 AM

new chapter
Saturday, July 22, 2006
This is the mark of a new beginning, new chapter, a new phrase in life. It isn't just a 21 year old change. It's more than that. The pressure is hard on. I can feel it... Lousy is how I feel. Strange, after accomplishing so much for Him, I felt lousy about myself. Mixed feelings again. Wanna laugh, cannot laugh... Wanna cry, cannot cry. Haiz... Left alone, no one else, but me and my Lord. The greatest breakthrough is coming. Lord! Guide me, help me, lead me.

When everything means nothing at all... Than You can be my all. I believe... When all the glorious things fade away, when nothing seems to be the ideal, than you shall reverse my past. When hope is leaking, I will put my trust in You. No matter what. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... You have lead me into the wilderness, to test me. I shall hang on to Your word even when the smallest things seems so wrong. In You I find peace. In You I find love. In You I find joy. In You I find hope.

当世界一片黑暗
你的话语照亮全世界
我要永远赞美

当世界充满乌云
你将选录方在我心中
我要永远赞美

我心充满感动你离开天上荣耀
便居住在我心
我深爱你

我要敬拜你主,你回复我生命
献上我心只有你能配得
为有你耶稣能得着我的心

You loved me for who I am, You comforted me when I was lost, anxious, afraid, in the midst of ... But above all, You chose to live in me. Oh Lord, how holy are You!!! I am forever so thankful. My body stays strong for You, my spirit stays close to You, my soul stays pure for You. How magnificent You are. You hold the wonders of the world in Your hand. Nothing is too big for You. I will put my trust in You for You believed in me. Jesus, I believe, help my unbelieve...
7/22/2006 02:29:00 AM

Pic with 刘耕洪
Friday, July 21, 2006
I took this picture with 刘耕洪 at New Life Church in Taipei.
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7/21/2006 05:53:00 PM

A glimpse of the place
I took this picture at the centre of the balcony. This is just abit of the floor area of 台大体育官. I'm really missing this place where God moved so mightly.
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7/21/2006 05:50:00 PM

My Last Supper
The last meal I had in Taiwan is 麻辣臭臭锅 at somewhere near 五分埔. The portion is so big that I cannot even finish it. Mmmm... Just the thought of it makes me hungry again. Ha ha...
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7/21/2006 05:31:00 PM

Sun Ho one and only concert
Sun Ho's one and only concert for her latest album, Gain. She has been working hard for this concert. The atmosphere changed when she sang. Sun's concert... SUCCESS!!! Hoooo!!!
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7/21/2006 05:27:00 PM

Sun's Thanksgiving Speech
Sun Ho thank all the workers after the concert at her thanksgiving party. Actually it's just singing a song and took some photos. Ha ha... Sun is definately very hardworking. She will be leaving Taiwan to the US to do her English Album recording early next morning. Jia you!!!
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7/21/2006 02:59:00 AM

Taiwan Emerge POS Team
Taiwan Emerge 2006 POS Team. Unfortunatelly, we are unable to perform as the stage is too small. Nevertheless, we manage to learn the whole routine within a month. Great job!!!
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7/21/2006 02:45:00 AM

home sweet home
I'm back in Singapore!! Ha ha... Still in the midst of recovering from my long lost sleep. Ha ha...

Today my little uncle drove me to Chiang Kai Shiek Airport. We looked at the boards on the road and found China Airlines(CI) on Terminal 2. I arrived the waiting area at 7.20am but could not find my flight CI661 on the TV departure screen. My first natural instinct was that maybe the parking space is full so when the next flight departs at 8.25am, my plane would be the next. But to my horror, at 8.30am, The screen does not have any flight to Singapore. So I became a kiasu Singaporean. Went to ask the serviceman. Ahhhh... It's at Terminal 1. I immediately flew all the way to terminal 1 through the sky train. Please take note, I have 2 big luggage and 2 small bags. I have to hand carry on the way to and from the sky train as the trolley is out of bound. Oh my goodness. And when I arrive Terminal 1, it's all arrival. So I asked around, 2 person directed me to the wrong place. So it's up to the Holy Spirit. Ha ha... Guess what, I just followed His leading and I arrived. Oh man. Next is chiong all the way to the plane. We were so just in time. Praise the Lord!!! It was so close or I would be left behind in Taipei.

Taiwan mission trip has been a great experience. Taiwan is definately experiencing a great revival. The people came for each session with great spiritual hunger. The presence of God is so tangibly felt during P&W. We can sing just 1 worship song for 1 hour and felt it was just awhile. Even in the midst of serving the people, coming in and out of worship, I could sense the move of the Holy Spirit and the kabod presence. I wept in the presence of God. As they were praying for their schools in Taiwan, God spoke to me things regarding my school. When I am weak, He is my strength. When I am lost, He is my light. When I am discourage, He is my comfort. He has been with me evey moment. I can almost get into His presence immediately. This is simply amazing, awesome, beyond words can describe. Although I may sleep very short hours, may get very tired, but I can feel the strength of the Lord upon me. This trip is definately a new revelation upon me. I learn so many things from the Taiwanese. They are simply such wonderful people to work with. It is once again my honour to serve God and His people. I have also made alot of new friends and learn alot from them. To me, it was more of a blessing to be there. My first mission trip..., SUCCESS!!! Hooo!!! Ha ha...

I am in the start of a new chapter, the old has become past and the new is to be embraced. I am currently choreographing a dance for J7's upcoming performance for National Day. Not the parade though. One day perhaps. Ha ha... My timetable is starting to pack up. Recording of the new song has to be done. Dance ministry is also starting practice for Church Anniversary. Back to my job, doing all the attendance. Ha ha... Anyway I'm looking forward for the things which God has placed for me. I'm determined to serve the Lord fully before enlisting.

Unleashing the fullest potential. God, be my guide!!!
7/21/2006 12:10:00 AM

back to work
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Everything is finally over. Yeah!!! Emerge 2006 was a great success. Sun's one and only concert was also a great success. Overall everything was awesome. After everything was over, it's shopping time. Ha ha... Can you imagine, I have finish spending all my money. Ha ha... Anyway the clothes here are fantastic however, everyone shops at the same place. So cannot buy alot of things cause all will be wearing the same. Long sleeve shirt with nice design is also very difficult to find. Maybe it's because the weather is hot here. So no choice. Ha ha...

I have 2 more days before I return to Singapore. But it's a little strange. I have a mix feeling. I feel like going back with them but yet I still wanna stay here longer. Ha ha... Strange...
7/18/2006 12:25:00 PM

tAiWaN eMeRgE!!! aWeSoMe!!!
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Taiwan emerge has been awesome. And guess what I got a day ja voo today.. Ha ha... Man it's good. I know that I am at the right place at the right time, doing the right thing for the right purpose. I'm simply loving each day. Although it may be very tiring as I got very little sleep each day but God really refresh me every morning. I wake up feeling fresh and anointed to serve Him and Taiwan. I am also very blessed to see so many Christians who are so fervent for the Lord. The P&W session has been growing. It is now at least 1 hour for every session. Today's worship was so deep. We just sang in tongues all the way and it hit super climax. God is really very good. I am looking forward for the last session tml. Can't wait for what is going to take place.
Special moments in Taiwan Emerge 2006. Their POC is simply amazing. They can do lay-out, back tuck, pike for b-toss. They did alot of stunts like hill stretch, L-hitch, toss up 2-2-1, ... ... Huang Yi Da, Sun Ho, Miss China 1999 and his boyfriend who is also a celebrity in Taiwan was also here.

I wanna give God all the praise!!! Doesn't matter what is it for. He is good. When I am weak, You are strong. Your rod and staff they comfort me. You show me visions and dreams that is a secret between the 2 of us. I give up my all in exchange for all of You. For You are the only one that I look for. All the days of my life belongs to You.

And here's a special shout out to Siti: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Although I may not be there but I wanna give you my best wishes!!! Ha ha... God bless you!!! And you roxs!!!
7/15/2006 01:18:00 AM

tAiWaN hErE i CoMe...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I'm leaving for Taipei in less than 12 hours. Ha ha... But the strange thing is I'm still not feeling anything yet. Oh man... This is like the most relax trip ever. Until now still haven't finish packing my luggage. God help me!!! Anyway many things are in my head. I have to focus. There are many things keeping me behind. So let go!!! Satan get behind me. Ha ha... This is my first mission trip. So have to be prepared. I think I'll be praying quite alot on the plane. Do keep me in prayers when I'm away. Especially the whole mission team. I heard from my mum that there might be another typhoon breakout this friday. Oh man...

Take care when I'm away. The latter rain shall be greater than the former rain.
7/12/2006 03:43:00 AM

when everything means nothing at all
Monday, July 10, 2006
When everything means nothing at all...

A time, a moment, a space
A pain, a worry, a hurt
People? Place? Phrase?
Why?

When no one else is there, will you be beside me?
When evil floods me, will you save me?
When my world is falling apart, will you hlod them up for me?
When everything means nothing in this world but You.
No one can take Your place in my heart.
There's no one like You.

God please help me forget. Forget. I need to forget.
7/10/2006 09:39:00 PM

relax man
Some of the NP POS people came down to give me a surprise bithday celebration. Ha ha... But somehow I found out. But the gifts were fun. Had a "short" time unwrapping them. Ha ha... They gave me a bottle of mineral water, HG cap and a belt from SKIN. Ha ha... Thank you very much for planning this "surprise", it was indeed a "good" surprise. If you know what I actually mean. But it's once again for me to know and for you to find out.

Next I had my second birthday celebration at Suntec with J7 and Adrian. But apparantly only 5 turn up. Haiz... This shows how busy we are. Ha ha... Thank you for celebrating my birthday I LOVE YOU!!!


Went home finally to celebrate with my family. Hmmm... How should I put it... You can see the photo below.

Abba is with me. I know it.
7/10/2006 12:12:00 AM

Birthday celebration 2006
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7/10/2006 12:11:00 AM

birthday continues...
Sunday, July 9, 2006
Today is my birthday. Happy birthday to me. It has been an enjoyable day. Children Church celebrated 3 times for me. Ha ha... Really unexpected especially when pastor came and lead in one of them. They game me a notebook designed by my lovely brother veroy. It is a very nice book with lots of birthday wishes from J7 and some of the CHCC music team. They also collected a love offering and placed it at the back of the booklet. It was really very sweet of them. I really loved it. My family has not celebrated my birthday for me as I was out the whole day. And when I got back, my mother is already asleep. Haiz... Sad, sad, sad...

This day has been dedicated fully unto the Lord. I will dwell in Your house forever.
Psalms 73
7/09/2006 01:11:00 AM

hApPy BiRtHdAy To Me!!!
Saturday, July 8, 2006
It's time once again for my birthday. Ha ha... Today my CG celebrated my birthday for me. But as usual, I caught them red handed. Ha ha... Guess who??? Don't tell you. Ha ha... Anyway it was great, a time of fun! Had 3 cakes. Feeling fat now. Haiz... My present was a S$20.00 gift card from Topshop. Yeah!!!

Can't seem to fanthom what is coming. Can't seem to sleep well at night. Can't seem to get a peace of mind. Haiz...
7/08/2006 12:44:00 AM

going public
Friday, July 7, 2006
I am now in the midst of considering if I should go public. But this also means that I will have to limit the things I say. Ha ha... You know there's people watching. Anyway this few days had been great. We have almost finished our routine. Just left the second stunt and we are done. Yeah!!!

Count down to Taiwan Emerge 4 days...
7/07/2006 01:57:00 AM

i'M lOvIn' EaCh DaY!!
Wednesday, July 5, 2006
Ha ha... What a nice start of the day. I've got my new birthday present. It's the new U2 edition iPod Video. Oh man, I'm lovin my new gadget. Ha ha... I think more will be coming in.
Anyway this saturday I'll be having Taiwan Emerge POS practice as well. Can't believe my birthday is gone just like that. I think my family is planning something but I'm too busy. Oh man...
But I have no regrets serving God. Seek first the Kingdom og God and all other things shall be added unto you.

Count down to Taiwan 7 days...
7/05/2006 03:50:00 AM

mY aLl NeW bLoGsKiN
Tuesday, July 4, 2006
Hello everybody,
Welcome to my newly updated blog. This is a all new design by Sean Cheng. If you think he's good feel free to leave a message on my tag.
I am going to get my birthday present from my mother tomorrow. Ha ha... Will post a photo here when I get it.
Today's pm was good. Remember 25. Ha ha... If you can see it, you can get it. Hoooo!!!
7/04/2006 02:44:00 AM

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