This is the mark of a new beginning, new chapter, a new phrase in life. It isn't just a 21 year old change. It's more than that. The pressure is hard on. I can feel it... Lousy is how I feel. Strange, after accomplishing so much for Him, I felt lousy about myself. Mixed feelings again. Wanna laugh, cannot laugh... Wanna cry, cannot cry. Haiz... Left alone, no one else, but me and my Lord. The greatest breakthrough is coming. Lord! Guide me, help me, lead me.

When everything means nothing at all... Than You can be my all. I believe... When all the glorious things fade away, when nothing seems to be the ideal, than you shall reverse my past. When hope is leaking, I will put my trust in You. No matter what. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... You have lead me into the wilderness, to test me. I shall hang on to Your word even when the smallest things seems so wrong. In You I find peace. In You I find love. In You I find joy. In You I find hope.

当世界一片黑暗
你的话语照亮全世界
我要永远赞美

当世界充满乌云
你将选录方在我心中
我要永远赞美

我心充满感动你离开天上荣耀
便居住在我心
我深爱你

我要敬拜你主，你回复我生命
献上我心只有你能配得
为有你耶稣能得着我的心

You loved me for who I am, You comforted me when I was lost, anxious, afraid, in the midst of ... But above all, You chose to live in me. Oh Lord, how holy are You!!! I am forever so thankful. My body stays strong for You, my spirit stays close to You, my soul stays pure for You. How magnificent You are. You hold the wonders of the world in Your hand. Nothing is too big for You. I will put my trust in You for You believed in me. Jesus, I believe, help my unbelieve...