8th July:
Happy birthady albert! today is my birthday yeah... i will be 19 this year. so happy it's once again my birthday. i was very touched by the people who wished me through sms. my family was the first to celebrate my birthday for me at 12am plus with a chocolate ice cream cake. back to the morning, today i wore my favourite style and went to school late for my is. after my first is class, which is intercultural communication(CUCOM), i went to sell my micro tb. then i went to sim to eat with my classmates. then i met some church friends and they wished my happy birthday. then i had a stomach ache after lunch which cause us to be late for lesson. hereby saying sorry to my classmates. anyway was quite pissed by someone but i shall not mention who. after class almost all went off to home and work, oh my, i was super discouraged. anyway still had bell, ru and gwen to accompany me to orchard to shop. we took a cab to cathy cineleisure to shop then went to heeren next. when we were shopping at heeren, ru found out that she lost her handphone. i'm super sad. really. she accompanied me for my birthday and she lost her hp. i'm thinking to myself of all time why must it be during my birthday celebration. anyway after a lond drag, we continued shopping. i didn't saw anything i liked so they gave me the cash instead. after that we went to cathy cineleisure's yoshinonya to eat. after me dinner, bell gave me a box of chocolates from shirleen as a birthday gift. i'm so happy to have chocolates. so after dinner, we went to shirleen's workplace to chat. then another bad thing happened. gwen's member and close friend met with a car accident. she looked very sad and lost. i just felt like why is so many bad things happening on my birthday. this is just so discouraging. but anyway i met thomas, my sec sch classmates that day too. so we continued to talk till about 8pm when gwen and ru decided to go back home. after that left me, bell and shirleen and we had a fun chat. it is really very happy. then i went for dance and bell went home at 9pm. on our way to the mrt station bell was apologising to me about the poor response for my birthday celebration which made me feel sad. but i was like it's ok. next is i met chris at dhoby ghaut mrt station and went to studio wu together. we thought we were late but ryan ended his class late. we learnt some new stps. it is really very challenging. but the good thing was that ryan decided to postpone the 2nd elimination round to sunday. so i'm quite happy. when i was at home next, i was very discouraged. only jessica from my cell group wished me happy birthday and a lot of my church friends forgotten too and also for my school mates.

9th july:
today went for lecture late again. then another boring ief lecture next. she could not finish her lecture again. then after that eat and talk with bell, shawn and some other pirates. then i left at 5pm for magnum. today met all the freshies. then had a surprised birthday celebration for me. i was very surprised! so happy! then after that went for pirates bbq with gladiators. anyway many things happened. both happy and not happy and i don't wish to talk about it. anyway some of our bonds had increased and i'm very happy about that. i'm also very happy to be able to have a heart to heart talk with bell ans gwen.