yeah! finally magnum camp is over. it sure is fun. managed to come out with some dance steps for our group's routine and learn some new transitions and stunts. i can suddenly feel that i really knew more friends as usually during trainings i always hang around with my own clicks as i don't quite know the rest of the people. our group came in last but anyway we had fun and we were prepared for the worst as many sad things happened. actually the training in the camp is really tough. i'm having muscles ache in my tighs, arms and back. i have been sleeping for around 6 hours everyday for the past 3 days. oh man, this is super tiring. the camp is over but it's not time to rest yet. i'm dancing for emerge conference this tuesday, moreover, i'm having pos training tomorrow at 9am in school. i'm wondering if i can wake up. tomorrow i still need to dye my hair as it is part of the costume for the dance. anyway it all voice down to sacrifice and hard work. but i want to stress on hard work. today i met jeffrey in my dance practice and i asked him about pos. he told me that there were many changed and there's a lot of dance. i'm thinking oh it's bad as our dance is not sharp and yet they still want to add in so much dance. really don't know how to write the word "die". really not scared that it will be very terrible. anyway i'm prepared for the worst for pos this year. many things happened, miscommunication, wrong attitude, complacient, no self-motivation. think it's really bad. even the leader himself shows slag. such a wrong image to portray. but heard that it's quite good. i really hope so too. tomorrow is another long day so i think it's time for me to sleep... shall go to bed now, nites...